Conkrete - Be Smart Lyrics

And I'm staring at my lifeline
Watching time just fade away
Working 9-5 in the daytime
But at night I go to space
And I'm shooting for the stars
It's tearing me apart
I know i'll Make it very far
But everybody keeps saying be smart
I be shooting to the moon
And accidentally hit the sun
I'm burning up
I never gave a f*ck
About this living shit
But I was born in this predicament
I'm giving it
All of me, is off in these
Stalking dreams that talk to me
That is where my mind is
When I go and close my eyelids
Where the f*ck has been my heart
I don't believe that I can find it
It has been Lost In the matrix
Crossing the nation
Blasting Off within a spaceship
Talking with things that are ancient
Off to the races
Offing the racists
F*ck this shit is crazy damn
Thinking bout the ways To fill my wallet up with 80 grand within a month
This crazy plan may lead to funds
This lazy man might eat some lunch
It maybe chance I meet the ones
I've idolized this psycho's mind
Is finding time
To try to climb to signing lines
My mind is high my eyes might cry
My 9-5 is killing me
I'm feeling weak
Within my back and knees
I actually
Feel like the shit has fractured me
Damn
And I'm staring at my lifeline
Watching time just fade away
Working 9-5 in the daytime
But at night I go to space
And I'm shooting for the stars
It's tearing me apart
I know i'll Make it very far
But everybody keeps saying be smart
Moneys meaning shit to me
And life is not a gift to me
Unless I'm doing what I love
I am underground I'm struggling to get above
My career is handicapped I'm tryna make it run
Biggest fear's my body, someone saying that I'm done
Life gets in the way
Lightening strikes today
Light begins to stray
Nights I'm filled with hate
Nice I'll kill my brain
Write a song a day
Might go heal my pain
I should get a city job
With a f*cking shitty lot
And a little dress code
Looking at my best tho
Looking at my checks hoes
They all say successful
And I got pension
Now I get attention
Homie I regret it
I hate it I wanna dead it
I'm chasing what i am destined
I made it so I can get it
I am talking bout the dreams I'm having
I can make it rapping
Imma make it happen
By any means
And I'm staring at my lifeline
Watching time just fade away
Working 9-5 in the daytime
But at night I go to space
And I'm shooting for the stars
It's tearing me apart
I know i'll Make it very far
But everybody keeps saying be smart
I be living by the week
That has really f*cked with me
I am not enjoying my come up
And Boy it's f*cked up
I question if I am someone
I'm looked at strangely by loved ones
You don't even get it
I'm leaving my mark
Headed to the heavens
And I'm reaching for stars speaking my heart
Crowded by this ignorance
Surrounded by these idiots
Doubting I'm legitimate
Proud of all this shit I've been
Going through I'm pulling through
I'm bulletproof you're vulnerable
Expose the truth suppose I do
I'm hoping to, explode and boom
You hoes are doomed I own the moon
I'm holding darkness coldest artist
Flows the sharpest known for starting
What he wants and what he plots
Dereck on my side in that lambo we gonna ride
Evlow on my side so you motherf*ckers will die
Danny on my side in the private jet we gon fly
Praying to the lord and I feel like I'm bout to cry
When I f*cking make it I'm hoping I change a life
And I'm staring at my lifeline
Watching time just fade away
Working 9-5 in the daytime
But at night I go to space
And I'm shooting for the stars
It's tearing me apart
I know i'll Make it very far
But everybody keeps saying be smart