Confident - One-sided Love Lyrics

Is our love something you keep thinking of?
Or did you always know I was something disposable?
Haunted by your touch, a constant stinging ache
Did you ever see forever in my eyes, or was I a mistake?

I've spent countless sleepless nights, thinking if I cross your mind
I gave you everything I have, but now I know it was not enough
Cause of all the things I ever wanted, there's a thing I'll never have
It makes no difference what I've done, I was never worthy of your love

I've had enough with empty promises. Stagnated with blurred memories
Put a syringe into my brain, let me go through gray again
Keeping both eyes wide shut, the landscape's still all blue
Even if I try to escape, we both know how this story ends

We both know how this story ends

With my hands now in my head
How can things change from yesterday?
Left behind to my own fate
You were both my beginning and my end
With my hands now in my head
How can things change from yesterday?
There's no place to run away
We both know how this story ends