Concert of Chaotic Karma - Vanishing Lyrics

Was it all worth it when you threw our love away and left me here alone
Alltough i took the blame, still wanted you to stay but you could not move on
Why did you make me suffer?

I tried my best to be the best for you
Wich is much more than you can say for you
You claimed my heart but claimed my love wasn't true
I should have known, was just a game for you

I was always wrong, you were always right
Fueling delusion and illusions inside your mind
How could you be so proud of being blind
Keep eating your lies, you live in denial

And i want you to see that you abandoned me and now i cannot tell dream from reality
Feels like lightning is striking me

Thanks a lot, thanks for waisting may time
I apologize for sharing my life
I know what i've done, i see my mistakes
But you'll be last one that i'll ever make
And with every line that i'm writing tonight i will banish you
Until you're out of my mind

Now i want you to see i'm no longer on my knees
I finally found the strength in everything you did to me
And now this nightmare is vanishing

You say i feel nothing, well i guess it's true
Because after everything i feel nothing for you