I wanna stay home forever
I wanna wake up and look outside
And smell the dying flowers
And see what it's like to feel alive
Buy another pack
Sit in the bathroom
Think of all the shit I should've said to you
I tried to quit you like smoking
You dragged me on like we were doing a line
When you held that door open
I walked through and fell out of my mind
It's the first time in a long time I've cried
Wish I could play god
I tried to be like the guy she writes about
She said save room for Jesus
Holding me back that night in san fran
I tried to quit you like smoking
You dragged me on like we were doing a line
When you held that door open
I walked through and fell out of my mind
It's the first time in a long time I've cried
Wish I could play god
Caught in the freedom caught in the passion
I wanna be him I wanna have it
Caught a glimpse of what he had it was
What I needed all I had it was
Caught in the freedom caught in the passion
I wanna be him I wanna have it
Caught a glimpse of what he had it was
What I needed all I had it was
It's the first time in a long time I've cried