Come-L - Down Bad Lyrics

Right now I'm down bad
Not gone act like it don't hurt me
Right now I'm down bad
And I'm broke cause I ain't working
Right now I'm down bad
Just a obstacle in my journey
Right now I'm down bad
I don't feel like I'm worthy

Feels like I'm never gone be up again
Everybody treating me different
They call me family and call me friend
But they stop calling when them dividends
Stop rolling in
All the shit holding in
Can't even express myself
And if I do who listening
I feel like I'm giving in
Wish I could be pitching in
Instead of being a burden
Behind the curtains im hurting
And nobody knows it
Cause I can't show it
They think I'm rapping
I'm just a poet
And this my poetry
You looking at me different
You don't even know it's me
You don't even notice me
I'm trying to get a hold of me
Before I'm gone emotionally

I popped some xans to go to sleep
And take the pain away
My brother been driving for weeks
He need a vacay
My shawty say she miss the beach
She want to baecay
I got this anchor on me
Chains around my ankle homie
I just changed direction on niggas
Ain't use no blinker homie
Can't give all your moves away
I just wanna move away
But I got business to finish
They wanna ruin my image
They want to make me out a monster
Can't let em get me out my character
The same book but different chapter
Gotta move ford like a raptor
They got me got me got me got me down
They got me got me got me got me down
They got me got me got me got me down
Yeah yeah