The Colorful Quiet - I Should Be Dying Lyrics

I guess I could be
In a worse situation
Than this one
If I think about it

Feels like I should be dying
Yet I'm still here
I can't explain
Just what I've lost
When nothing's missing
Yet I still see you
Disappearing
Out of mind

Gave me jar full of pennies
For my thoughts
I said you must be crazy
To think that

I've been well-acquainted
With the fact that
You were right when
You had said
The more things change
The more they tend
To stay the same
I know that now
I know that now

I guess I could be
In a worse situation
Than this one
If I think about it

Feels like I should be dying
Yet I'm still here