I'm trying to learn to come to terms
With the fact that it won't matter when I'm gone
And not in the nihilistic sense
Just the reality
That the world was once fine spinning without me
I've been feeling
I've been feeling better lately
But there's always another shoe to fall
To bring me back around
And when I'm down
And I cannot see the sky
When I'm studying the ground
I think
If nothing really matters
Then what's the point of trying
Because we're all just involved
In this prolonged act of dying
But I still want to live this life
I'm trying to learn to come to terms
With the fact that it won't matter when I'm gone
And not in the nihilistic sense
Just the reality
That the world was once fine spinning without me
I've been feeling
I've been feeling worse now lately
And I always
I do this to myself when I should be feeling well
But I'm trying
To look on the bright side
Instead of the down
If nothing really matters
Then what's the point of trying
Because we're all just involved
In this prolonged act of dying
But I still want to live this life
I'm trying to learn to come to terms
With the fact that it won't matter when I'm gone
And not in the nihilistic sense
Just the reality
That the world was once fine spinning without me
It's hard to accept that I'll be gone
I want my words to live on
If nothing really matters
Then what's the point of trying
Because we're all just involved
In this prolonged act of dying
But I still want to live this life
I'm trying to learn to come to terms
With the fact that it won't matter when I'm gone
And not in the nihilistic sense
Just the reality
That the world was once fine spinning without me