Collusions - Recollections Of The Past! Lyrics

Just say something, that's it
Okay, um
Okay, do you want me to say it now
Uh, whenever you're ready
And I quote, Aiden, you're special
Boom thanks Grandma
Yeah, no problem I love you
Gotta keep going, keep going
Gotta get locked in, yeah, with the motion
Got my Glock in case of commotion
Sipping on drank, and yeah it's potent
Gotta stop waiting for the moment
Gotta just act, yeah, just do it
Shit got me remising, man I've been through it
When I was younger, yeah, I was clueless
Had no idea what was going on, dad would sleep yeah, all day long
Come home from school, nodding on the couch
Tried to wake him up, but nah he was out
Thirteenth birthday all by myself
I never understood what it had on my health
Grandma said, yeah, Aiden you're special
She doesn't know I'm being haunted by the devil
Yeah, I got bread I stack the decimals
Doesn't mean that I'm put on a pedestal
BHB, yeah, those brothers for life
Every single one of you, I owe you my life
Y'all were there when I wanted to die
Y'all were there when I cried
I didn't have many friends I was shy
I kept to myself I didn't mind
You guys let me feel myself
Every emotion I felt, you felt
To my mom, I love you so much
When I was young, I know I didn't see you much
You had so much shit going on
My thought of you, yeah, wasn't so fond
Here we are now, yeah, you're my best friend
I know you'd ride until the end
Dad, I miss you
There's animosity, I can't pretend
Sometimes I'm really off the deep end
Guilty about my sins ima repent
There's just so much shit that I regret
So many secrets that I wish I kept
But it's the best bet
Grandma, thank you for helping me with projects
I owe everything to you
I know your kids they can be cruel
Please don't ever stop being you
You never fail to fix my mood
I know whatever happens
I can always fall back and count on you, you you you
Kayla know we only talk in a blue moon
I just wanna know how school is treating you
I regret how it ended
I'm not gonna lie can't get past it
Me and my dogs stand tall like mastiffs
Anyone try you then ima blast it
Nana, I could dedicate a whole song to you
You're who I go to when I don't know what to do
I can't even imagine what you're going through
Just stay strong, I know you'll do it
And never forget that I love you