Cold State - Weighed Down Lyrics

Weighed down
Our Hopefulness bred hopelessness
And a deep rooted ache
A hurt that Songs
Just won't alleviate
The taste
The bitter taste
Can't help myself I ruminate
Confined
To think you always weighed me down
Turns out that I always shamed you for leaving
But
Its
Now
So clear to me that we weren't so different
Blinded by our fallacies
Ripping roots from beneath our feet
And though it's hard to accept for me
I cling onto those who leave
I'm always
Wrongly holding too
Tightly to the love
That I've lost
If only
If only I could leave it all behind
Truly then I'd find
A piece of
Peace of mind
I pay the price
For most times I reminisce
Like pressing puzzle pieces back in places they don't fit
Rejecting blessings
That have yet to be received
Wasting time
Wishing things worked differently
Missing out on the life that's right in front of me
All 'cause I'm
Wrongly holding too
Tightly to the love
That I've lost
If only
If only I could leave it all behind
Truly then I'd find
A piece of
Peace of mind
Locked in this
Trapped in this
Locked in this
Coldstate
Trapped in this mind frame
It's controlling
My perspective
Gotta Break the cycle
And become
A man
Willing to
Walk away
Who's only
Living in the moment
Only controlling what he can
'Cause acceptance is the only way
To truly finding relief
Wrongly holding too
Tightly to the love
That I've lost
Wrongly holding too
Tightly to the love
That I've lost
If only
If only I could leave it all behind
Truly then I'd find
A piece of
Peace of mind