And its like its like
What does it gain a man the whole world
But like but like to lose his soul
I real live made a dumb mistake snuck out
How you giving it It was a give or take duck out
Hit the corner up at the rec it was tough route
Never again will I take something that I know nothing about
My body started shaking surrounded by brothers
Do me a favor tell my mom that I really really love her
Protect my sister for me and if anyone touch her
You better right hook right and knock out that motherf ooh
Half these people will lie to you man you gotta be kidding me
Only real ones worship beside ya til they think you a liability
I wasnt in my right mind looked at my brothers thought they tried to get rid of me
And I can never feel sorry for no other man cus im cold thats no sympathy
Im a young ceo never sign a deal so the labels will be pimping me
I real couldve died ask nova and thirty they was the only ones witnessing
My face feel numb my waist look dumb GOD are you listening
And please im not ready my folks not all steady and my mama gonna be missing me
My partners was frightned aint know what to do saw me passed out started lifting me
Two cars passed by my partners jhi spazzed said chris are you kidding me
I dont know if this next part true or not this just what they told me
First car that drived past along with the second started calling police
I dont care what you gotta say man you dont really know me
Peer pressure can be peerful man you really gotta show me
As I laid there bodyless I was like GOD what you told me
Never ever again im not gonna be how most teenage folks be
And i cant be how they wanted me to be
And i cant be how most folks wanted me to be
Ooh ooh and i cant be how most wanted me to be no no no no no no oh
And if you cant see me how you wanted me to be
And from my point of view my bodyless conscious started falling
Are you cold chris I said no just for the stalling
I looked up to GOD and i swear i heard him calling
And when you listen to this album you gonna think differently about balling
But I was stronger and stronger so up I got the crawling
Jesus is really beautiful don't you believe all them drawings
Im sorry to you young lady I didnt know that i was dogging
In fact i acted like pig so one could say that i was hogging
Aint no stops in this rap song I dont care about no puasing
Aint no bites in my game I dont care about no gnawing
Cold ent running things and I aint talking bout no jogging
All the guys we so profound and there is no prolonging
I might be mad at son (madison) i aint talking bout wisconsin
Criggity just so profound and I thank that to Ms Johnson
They hear how I speak than they all on my johnson
All american black kid like my last name was johnson
And i cant be how most wanted me to be no no no
And if you cant see me how you wanted me to be