Cody Thoreson - Awerfs Lyrics

If you know who I am
You know I'm f*cking terrifying
But if you really know me
You know I'm probably f*cking lying
Cause when I get anxious I speak
At speeds that are damn-near breakneck
Praying that all these words
Will supplement my weak-ass paycheck

If you know who I am
You know I emanate confidence
But if you really know me
You know I sorely lack competence
It's this duality of my being
That stops me from ever seeing
A meaning to this madness when none of it really means shit

Because maybe none of it is real
And maybe I'm already dead
In my head I keep these thoughts close
When I'm lying in my bed
And it's the bed I made
Tucked in with dying dreams
With lullabies of ostinato non harmonic screams

This old hag is on my chest
But maybe it's for the best
Cause I take one step closer to death
With every desperate breath
And the pain it never ends
It grows and manifests
Into thoughts and feelings that are never properly addressed

I know I'm dancing like the words on my tongue
And seeming clueless
I know I'm wandering around in endless circles
Being useless
I know the world can come at me in waves
And be quite ruthless
I know I can expend all my efforts and still end up fruitless

If you know who I am
You know I'm as sharp as a knife
But if you really know me
You'd know I need to get a life
Sitting aimless in whatever spot I call home
But the world is ending soon
So who'll collect my student loans

If you know who I am
You know I move with skillful tactics
But if you really know me
You know i'm severely out of practice
Living on a check that bounced
Ten years ago
Recollecting on my failures
As I stumble down Arapahoe

I know I'm dancing like the words on my tongue
And seeming clueless
I know I'm wandering around in endless circles
Being useless
I know the world can come at me in waves
And be quite ruthless
I know I can expend all my efforts and still end up fruitless

I know I'm dancing like the words on my tongue
And seeming clueless
I know I'm wandering around in endless circles
Being useless
I know the world can come at me in waves
And be quite ruthless
I know I can expend all my efforts and still end up fruitless

If you know who I am you know I'm leading the team
But if you really know me you know I'm living in a day dream
Doing what will suffice until I run home to my vice
And to be precise I'm full of free bad life advice

If you know who I am you know I'm overflowing with passion
But it seems that giving a f*ck has really fallen out of fashion
So I'm sitting here, confused, getting lost in the twirl
Laughing my own way to the end of the world