I'm eating ash again
I'm eating cash again
I've crashed at the bottom of my stash
And I need some friends
I guess it just depends
If I can just pretend
The whiplash that hit me in a flash
Will find a way to mend
And I just realized that I can see
The ending of this story waiting there for me
For now I'm feeling low
Low on that totem pole
With unreturned intentions being cast from a broken soul
Keep my gaze on the goal
I've never had control
My whole life in a pane of glowing glass
And I can't be consoled
And I just realized that I can see
The ending of this story waiting there for me
I can't throw this away
I'm living day by day
Finding balance in between what people do and what people say
My living is delayed
My thoughts have gone astray
I'm digging through well meanings seeking truth
And I feel betrayed
And I just realized that I can see
The ending of this story waiting there for me