I know I said I wouldn't but
Feels like I'm shouting in the dark void
No echoes back I've been walking on a silver lining in this spiritual mismatch
Hoping for a sign
Are you mad at me
Does anyone get a call back
But it's just me and that creature
Why is he still here
Climbed the stairway to heaven to knock on heaven's door
I guess no one was home
Devil's breath been on my neck for a while
Mudda yuck won't leave me alone
I try my hand but I just fold
If I don't act soon this mudda yuck'll have me in a stranglehold
Every day same doubt new face
Is this my voice or another trick
Are we both okay
I'm tired of these things
Need to find God's grace in a place that's more than just empty space
Where's the silver lining
Where's the divine light
Blessed with a unicorn horn
And silver blood on the inside
Why are these things so hard to find
I'm blind
Carrying a cross
Behind enemy lines
Trapped in a dice game where rainbows are black and white
Every time I speak to the light the light doesn't reply
It's just me here
Or maybe that's the lie
Cause every time I think I'm alone a voice replies
Temptations rise and they dress as advice
Devil's dice loaded but they sure look nice
Struggling with this inner clone
We argue over who will hold the throne
Voices blend our thoughts aren't my own
I think they should all grab they baggage and hit the road
I've been silent hoping for a change
Static static on the line
I can't hear anything
God are you real or just out of range
These dice keep rolling but the numbers never change
Where's the silver lining
Where's the divine light
Blessed with a unicorn horn
And silver blood on the inside
Why are these things so hard to find
I'm blind
Carrying a cross
Behind enemy lines
Trapped in a dice game where rainbows are black and white
Every time I speak to the light the light doesn't reply
Late night battles
Just me and my ghost
Searching for a signal in the static a host
Questions like arrows
Thoughts the bow
Shoot into the dark where do they go?
I've paced this labyrinth
Walls built of fears
Each corner turned
My doubts reappear
Is this voice mine or one that steers
Towards a cliff edge salted by tears
But I'll keep rolling these dice
Seeking my fate
Even if the odds are cruel
The hour's getting late
Gotta find the line
Tear down this gate
In a gamble with shadows
I won't hesitate
Where's the silver lining
Where's the divine light
Blessed with a unicorn horn
And silver blood on the inside
Why are these things so hard to find
I'm blind
Carrying a cross
Behind enemy lines
Trapped in a dice game
Where rainbows are black and white
Every time I speak to the light
The light doesn't reply
So here I stand
No more moves to play
The game's gone cold
But I'll find my way
Maybe the lighthouse is just a match in the rain
But I'll keep walking
Gotta checkmate this pain