Im scared of getting old
What will I do when im all alone
I think that its better to stay in my bed
And wait for the sunset to take home my dread
I can't sleep been wondering why
Why the hell do I keep wasting my time
Cause if i don't make it then I won't be fine
These thoughts are like murder inside of my mind so
Lay me down
Anxiety will keep me afloat
Maybe im just not the type
Maybe I don't wanna fight for it
Dreams won't come true if you just sit and wait
But then i gotta go
And try so damn hard when i do not know
What I am doing and maybe im just scared
Im scared of getting old
What will I do when im all alone
I think that its better to stay in my bed
And wait for the sunset to take home my dread
I can't sleep been wondering why
Why the hell do I keep wasting my time
Cause if i don't make it then I won't be fine
These thoughts are like murder inside of my mind so
Lay me down
Anxiety will keep me afloat
Im stuck on repeat
Ill say ill be different I swear that you'll see
I say that i miss you but answer no calls
Did I ever mean what I said at all
Im trying to be the best I can be
But is it my best if im not still me
Maybe im not destined for something
Maybe im scared im just here for nothing
Im scared of getting old
What will I do when im all alone
I think that its better to stay in my bed
And wait for the sunset to take home my dread
Lay me down
Anxiety will pull me down slow