Sorrow Songs Video (MV)

I swear the older I get
The more I feel like a kid
Cus I don't know how to live
In a world where my skin doesn't fit
I'm gettin tired of it
Cus we all just pretend to be happy
It's bullshit

I can't change it, can't change it now
I'm a mess I confess
I don't feel anything

Since nothing's been working
I pulled back the curtain
And though I'm not certain
I am certain of this
I'm not gonna miss
Not knowing when you will explode and
You know I've never been sentimental
With physical things, but all that remains
Is damaged cus you couldn't manage
To control yourself or your mental health

Right now I'm doing ok, but I got nothing to say
Without this shadow hanging over me who would I be
Now I'm just trying to sleep without you dreaming of me
Without this shadow hanging over me who would I be

You can't change it, can't change it now
Just accept you're a mess, maybe you'll get some help
I can't change it, cant't change it now
I confess I'm a mess
Maybe it's for the best

Since you didn't count the cost
You went and shot "The Albatross"

Forgiveness doesn't mean that I'm not remembering
Nor does it mean that I'm not severing our strings
I'm letting go and I don't plan on looking back
And with you gone it feels like I am back on track
This time next year I hope I'm not writing sorrow songs
I'll try to clear out some space an find where I belong
It's time I let this go and be who I'm supposed to be
Don't ever let someone else decide your quality

You can't change it, can't change it now
Just accept you're a mess, maybe you'll get some help
I can't change it, cant't change it now
I confess I'm a mess
Maybe it's for the best