Cobra Doug - Heavy Guilt Lyrics

Been doing better lately no thanks to you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I want to find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

Can I trust you, and open up again
This just proves I broke but on the mend
I want to be more than I've been lately
How long will I need these pills that sedate me

Last year the only thing I felt was a steady pressure and a heavy guilt
I saw the astroids from your debris belt headed toward me and my axis tilt

Been doing better lately no thanks to you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I want to find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

I can't sleep as I think over the year
I'm standing, but sink lower when fear sets in
And I beat myself up for failing
All of the people who ended up bailing

This year I have to pretend so I don't upset you and you'll use your pen
To sign off on and own up to last year and erase all ten

I'm sick of filling in the holes you dug
Been standing steadier
But would I without these drugs
I think on it way too much
Like why did I need a crutch

Been doing better lately no thanks to you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I want to find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

(Keep my name)
Can I trust you
(Off your tongue)
And open up again
(Keep my name)
I can't sleep
(Off your tongue)
As I think over the year