Messidor Video (MV)

Man, I'm trying to (Get to know) She trying (You know), she trying what
Everything will fall when we're involved, I have to know
She trying, she trying, she can get, she could get
She could get all the things she wants, but it still won't get past me
I still try to place how I feel with words, but my lips won't twitch past teeth
How I deal with a person I thought I could build with, but's more into subtracting
Feel it would be better to not focus on her at all, but she still seems to distract me
I wanted nothing more than to give her my time
But she wanted someone to give her a vibe
And I'm at point where I'm seeking a bride
But she just looking for love that could fit 'tween her thighs
Imagine the cries, It's so appetizing
What more can you want, I'm full of surprises
There's no compromise discussing my size, up to your own devices
I got framed by the picture, looking for an image that don't change in the mirror
But now I see what it is, and see what it isn't; with the lapse in responses, it can't get any clearer
Am I right for her to consider
Cause in my eyes I felt like it was surely Messidor
I'm trying to know what in her head, thought she wanted a partner
But she trying to get in my bed, that's not all I can offer
She trying to get in my bed, huh, I trying to know her instead
She trying to take it left, I'm trying to make it right
But despite my jests, she rather have what's done in the dark make way for the light
She trying to take it left, oh, cause even if it step with her that don't make it right
If I learned one lesson, it's walk by faith and not by sight
I ain't playing the game that you intended
Ain't a shame I ain't fanning the flame I lit with you
Plans change and rearrange all the same, I'll admit it
Baggage claim, willing to collect all pain for a minute
Going against the grain left me strained to a limit
Housed by attempt left me to wane for a tenant
Who can I blame but myself for my decisions
Figured I'm not your descriptor
I may be brown, but I don't drink liquor
I may stick around, but I don't use stickers
Man, I may get around, but I don't deliver
Raised by the city, stay by the killers; play with some silver, lay where it withers
Say I forgive her, pray for a sinner
Gave what I gave and hope she remembers
I don't mean to brag, but I was consistent, now looking back, I was more than sufficient
Work through the past, man I was persistent, hoping it'll last, but I knew you were distant
Am I right for her to consider
Cause in my eyes, it was surely Messidor
I'm trying to know what in her head, thought she wanted a partner
She trying to get in my bed, that's not all I can offer
She trying to get in my bed, huh, I trying to know her instead
She trying to take it left, I'm trying to make it right, I still can't walk by sight, no
She trying to take it left, I'm trying to make it right
But I learned my lesson, walk by faith and not by sight