Ambivalence Video (MV)

I've just been thinking
Man, I never make good decisions
I've been struggling with my addictions
I'm ashamed that I never can fix them
I've been smoking to ease off prescriptions
But whenever I'm tempted I give in
And this cycle repeats, It's all meaningless
With the way that I'm feeling, ambivalence
I pick up the pen and go nonstop, I'm back in that mode
Writing these verses, rehearsing, record
I punch in these bars when I'm feeling the flow
But sprinkle in pain that I feel on the low
Overboard, I'm going seaside baby
Drowning in thoughts flowing in so crazy
I never show you my weak or my deepside
I go out my way to avoid that crazy
Go out my way to avoid that crazy
I go out my way to avoid that crazy
I just get high to avoid it get faded
That's why all of my songs be so wavy
Go out my way to avoid that crazy
I go out my way to avoid that crazy
Had to slow down take a break hands shaky
'Cause lately
I've just been thinking
Man, I never make good decisions
I've been struggling with my addictions
I'm ashamed that I never can fix them
I've been smoking to ease off prescriptions
But whenever I'm tempted I give in
And this cycle repeats, It's all meaningless
With the way that I'm feeling, ambivalence