Selfish Video (MV)

And I feel so tired now
So tired I cannot sleep
You should try f*cking with me
Instead of f*cking with my dreams
All those words lost in the smoke
All those feelings I have consumed
I just wish you needed me at least
Half as much as I need you
Are you really happy?
Cause I wish you were sad like me
Yes, I know I'm selfish
I just need your company
Maybe you could save me
Well, too bad, we'll never know
It's so hard to face it
But it will be just like before
It was all already written
This day was gonna end
With this stupid song about you
And your cold coat on my cold hands
And this is all I get
For believing one more time
People making fun of me
And one more glass of bad cheap wine
Are you really happy?
Cause I wish you were sad like me
Yes, I know I'm selfish
I just need your company
Maybe you could save me
Well, too bad, we'll never know
It's so hard to face it
But it will be just like before
White dreams are made of this
A tired face with pickle eyes
My brain is gonna kill me
Can you teach me how to get high?
I guess I made another mess
But you were always there for me
I can bear this mess around me
As long as you're a mess like this
Are you really happy?
Cause I wish I were like you
Will you ever forgive me?
It's the only thing I ask you to
You've already saved me but
I need to hug you one more time
And it really doesn't matter
If you'll never be mine