F*ck reminising I got better things
To do than to think about bad memories
I regret too much shit that I've f*cking done
I was out here in these streets running bunch of mucks
I remember all them days I was pulling schemes
I remember summmer nights doing LSD
Take a point of molly mix it with a perck or 3
I remember pouring dozens in my cup of lean
I remeber overdosing off like 6 oxys
I still remember all the pain i had mentally
Trusted many different bitches that just had to go
Trusted in the seduduction of a f*cking ho
When she said forever thought she really meant forever
Couldn't handle realness that shit done exposed her temper
But let's switch the topic that shit is so old
You can say I'm hurt cause I don't wanna love no more
F*ck love 'cause to her that shit is just some bluffer
F*ck drugs is what I tell her just so I can f*ck her
F*ck freinds cause this song is written only bout her
F*ck talking my mouth won't rip it will stretch like rubber
F*ck crime but I love it cause it's how I was made
F*ck banging but I do it cause I love my estates
F*ck her then I kick her out my motherf*cking place
F*ck everything I said but I still live this way
I remember when I had to carry many knives
Now I carry one gat cause I don't f*cking mind
To shoot a bullet at any motherf*cking guy
Around age 11 damn I saw my homie die
Remember for 5 years crying every f*cking night
Had to overcome it just so I can sleep alright
That shit still haunts me I cant even f*cking lie
Thats the reason I was drinking all this dirty sprite
I'm still pouring up a 4 I still partake in codeine
I'm still repping SD ye I do it for the homies
I'm still paying all my debts although people owe me
I'm still answering them calls even in the morning
I'm still trapping out aparments this shit ain't new to me
I'm still grinding for this shit gotta make some money
And my 9 is still loaded gotta keep me a stick
Still with the homie brewer pulling all types of skits
F*ck love 'cause to her that shit is just some bluffer
F*ck drugs is what I tell her just so I can f*ck her
F*ck freinds cause this song is written only bout her
F*ck talking my mouth won't rip it will stretch like rubber
F*ck crime but I love it cause it's how I was made
F*ck banging but I do it cause I love my estates
F*ck her then I kick her out my motherf*cking place
F*ck everything I said but I still live this way