Close Encounter - Deputy Lyrics

It's never easy to know where to pick up
When you're living your whole life a lie
You'll wish you were dead
A bullet through your head
No one to love to say goodbye
Cash it all in
Die with your sin
Don't expect it to all wash away

Live with it
Die with it
Never forget whose life you stole
You'll drive your father crazy
Cuz family takes the biggest toll
It's not too late to say you're sorry
But that word lost all meaning
When you stabbed that cop
The guilt catches up
All because you're still living

Well I can see you're still cowering here
Don't you know that you've got nothing to fear
Except for your impending doom
HA HA Ha Ha ha ha ha ha ha (You)
Know you've done wrong
So say so long
To the ones you may have loved before

Your father
The Deputy
Went on a manhunt for his son
On the verge of tears with every lead he found
Wondering why the hell you had run
It's far too late to say you're sorry
Cuz you forgot the meaning
When you stabbed that cop
The guilt catches up
All because you're still living
All because you're still living
Why the f*ck are you still living?

The Deputy went and killed himself
He said he'd rather go out on his own terms
Than fight for something he didn't believe in
But can anyone really blame him?
Black dresses, suits and ties
You never had a chance to say goodbye
You were the only one
That could've saved him