Climate - Every Time Lyrics

Make it through the pain
If anyone ever says that you weren't enough
Look them straight in their eyes and tell them how you f*cking made it

Every time I try it it don't feel right
Every time I live I be thinking night
Every time I love I be thinking right
Every time there's darkness all I want is light

My childhood was taken throughout a whole night
Well, not really but shit that's what it f*cking feels like
All it f*cking took was that one night
For pops to leave and f*ck that hoe

What's f*cked is that my Momma loved him
Not like I would love my Cousin
Like she thought he was 'the one'
But it turns out she was f*cking wrong
All this shit that's in my head
Makes me feel like I am dead
I don't think i'm 'posed to live
But f*ck it, rather focus on my music or my loving
Or the girl that's sweet as muffins
Maybe she can f*cking heal me
From the damage when you leave me
Can wait for you to hear me
When you see me on the TV
Shit

You can all your friends how proud you are of me
But just know that you nearly pushed me to the edge of suicide you pussy ass bitch
F*cking leaving in winter right before the new year
Shit i feel like i wanted to kill you, real shit

Every time I try it it don't feel right
Every time I live I be thinking night
Every time I love I be thinking right
Every time there's darkness all I want is light
Every time I try it it don't feel right
Every time I live I be thinking night
Every time I love I be thinking right
Every time there's darkness all I want is light

When people say that you weren't enough for them
It hits you harder than most things if i'm going to be honest with you
If you ever feel suicidal, know that there are people who can help you get through that pain
And overcome your troubles
It doesn't matter if it's your friends or family

Even though I've had help i'm still fighting through the pain
It's not like it's in my body it's like it's in my f*cking brain
All the meds I be taking only helped a little bit
All the haters used to hate but now they say i'm f*cking lit
So does that mean that they like me or just had a change of heart
F*ck these bitches anyway pussy I'm just about to start
Pen to paper, Beat to beat, that's what i'm f*cking slaying
20/20 vision motherf*cker hope that you been praying

Every time I try it it don't feel right
Every time I live I be thinking night
Every time I love I be thinking right
Every time there's darkness all I want is light
Every time I try it it don't feel right
Every time I live I be thinking night
Every time I love I be thinking right
Every time there's darkness all I want is light

There's never an easy route in life
There's always a barrier to overcome, which you need to charge through
Maybe it's gods way of proving your worth, shit I don't know
But all I can say is keep going and you will come through
Your life may feel like it's falling apart
But maybe, just maybe
It's just taking it's time to fall into place