Clairmont the Second - happy Lyrics

Ooo
Yeah
Really don't make it a deal, but I'm not happy for real
This might be too much to heal, aye
Check on the gang, I know they not good for real
I hear what you say, but I know how you feel

Yeah
This shit not a joke no more
Tell me you niggas is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors
Talking to God in pain
What am I training for?
I cannot stomach more
Nigga my stomach sore
Nothing that I can do
Struggle since losing my cousin
Then we lost his brother too
They homies just trying to cope
You know, the sticky the booze
Unc commended my sobriety
Who gonna tell him the news
Got the genetics inside of me

(So you know exactly what I'ma do nigga)

This shit not a joke no more
Just want understanding from niggas
Not tryna keep trauma scores
Niggas just think they know
But I'm not the same no more
You wonder bout so and so
We not the same no more
Really don't need advice
Don't bring it through the door
The mandem need an ear
Not always a lesson or story
Seems like I tried it all
But all of it did nothing for me
Really just wanna be happy
Don't care if you happy for me

This shit not a joke no more
Tell me you niggas is playing and bring out
The cameras behind the doors
Talking to Yaweh in pain
What am I training for?
I cannot stomach more
My stomach sore

Really don't make it a deal, but I'm not happy for real
This might be too much to heal, aye
Check on the gang, I know they not good for real
I hear what you say, but I know how you feel

V2

This shit not a joke no more
Tell me you niggas is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors
Talking to Allah in pain
What am I training for?
I cannot stomach more
Nigga my stomach sore
Tell me what I'm to do
When all you can do is pray
It feel like there nothing you can do
I need my answers today
Lately a nigga don't feel
Lately a nigga just numb to it all
Way too exhausting forreal
Really too honest but not when I should be so that shit is stopping right here
How I'ma off it when I got these problems just staring me down in the mirror
I'll talk bout it some day but right now just trust me, I'm really just is trying to heal
Sorry if I let you down, I'm just tryna keep it sincere
I take that apology back
Gotta do this for the mirror
This shit not a joke no more
Tell me you niggas is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors
I promise you not going viral
Who is this funny for? 'Cause it ain't funny to me
I just need a second to breathe

Check on the gang I know they not good for real
I hear what you say
But I know how you feel