Vulnerable Video (MV)

I cut my hair again the other day
I still look the same though
It's just a way I cope
I took a few pictures of my face
Laying on all of my clothes
That I have yet to fold
Woke up on the wrong side of bed
All these worries filling up my head
Guess I'll walk myself back inside
There's no need to go out tonight
I don't wanna be vulnerable
Paint a smile on, "Yeah, I'm all good"
Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel
Band-aid on my bullet hole
I'd love to think that I'm extrovert
Haven't been the same lately
I feel like a homebody, oh
Gotta keep my eyes on what matters
Instead of negativity
And running with the enemy
But it's easier said than done
Even though it's not what I want
Guess I'll walk myself back inside
There's no need to go out tonight
I don't wanna be vulnerable
Paint a smile on, "Yeah, I'm all good"
Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel
Band-aid on my bullet hole
I don't wanna be vulnerable
Paint a smile on, "Yeah, I'm all good"
Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel
Band-aid on my bullet hole
Looking back, was it all worth it?
How was I so self-indulgent?
I'm living now, with a purpose
I've learned from my past
I was so careless
From time to time
Still feel like
I don't wanna be vulnerable
Paint a smile on, "Yeah, I'm all good"
Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel
Band-aid on my bullet hole
Some days that's just how it goes