My story, why do I feel like I'm the villain
My glory, but I feel more like a fill in
I try to fight the power but end up fighting the feeling
I try to make a million but end up making a killing
Like a pesticide, I'm dead inside of this reckless mind
Walking through life perplexed with why I was blessed with time
I guess that I always knew God's design was the best design
So I'm just waiting, hoping that I'm next in line
A little lost, really every since I etched a rhyme
Now I've got a destination, it's an Everest to climb
I think of better times, well, not better, just less stressful
Before all of these doubts up in my mental
Brought these rainclouds
That pour winter and the summer
Before I measured my self worth by stacking numbers
Before I didn't hear it back when I told her I loved her
But now I'm here and it's no wonder, that
She don't think I'm pretty
No, no, no, no
Cause I'm not pretty
No, no, no
She don't think I'm pretty
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't feel pretty, no
I sprint, but I'm really only running out of breath
My time is getting faster but my motivation's less
I jumped into the scene and started sinking in the depths
It's like I forgot to study, but I've got to take the test
Nonetheless, do my best, shoulder's back and lift my chest
Smile on my face, that could be sponsored by Crest
Work hard every day, do my best to do my best
No sleep, no breaks, I guess I forgot the rests
My vision's not any clearer
I'm still not sure what I see when I look into the mirror
The clothes, shoes & chains have me feeling all bubbly
But down beneath all that, I'm ugly
She don't think I'm pretty
No, no, no, no
Cause I'm not pretty
No, no, no
She don't think I'm pretty
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't feel pretty, no