CJaxx - Killibuster Lyrics

This isn't my first rodeo no mo
Tickets to the shit-show, front row
See the crowd round the pit spill out the motherf*ckin' door
Started spitting, now I'm Edgar Allen Flow
The path I'm on is known as the long road
No other option, ain't no cheat codes
So sad to see so many folks going from family to becoming complete ghosts
Used to call 'em"g", suppose it makes some sense to me though
At least that's what I'd told myself to cope
This wasn't where I thought we'd end up, oh no
But it seems that despite how hard we try to keep the fire alive, it died
So instead we keep sayin that it's growth or a blessing in disguise

Wish you could set your fragile ego aside
And these hatchets that we'd buried would just lay where they lie
No reason to dig up the past every single time that
Words are misinterpreted with malice or spite
Why you think I'm talking shit about the way that you rhyme
Not my fault you bottled up what wasn't said at the time
Thought you'd asked me for advice, all I'd offered was two cents of insight
Oftentimes the truth ain't as soft as the lie
But ops will then assume they poppin' off, that's a lie
Why it seem like what I say go over heads like a kite
I just tell it how it is, you make up stupid shit for likes

To me that be the biggest difference between you and I
I do not have a reason to embellish when I write
My life a lot more hellish than it may seem from outside
So to say you think you know me really blows my f*cking mind
'Cause I'm out here spittin' fax like a phone from '99
Y'all still acting like CJaxx ain't been a loner his whole life
Been attacked yet told reacting woulda shown that they're right
Gather up backstabbers' daggers just to build this throne of knives
You say you're packin' .223s like Jordan two's are on your feet
But claim you're short on bread after I had recorded your EP
Then you swore you'd make up for it in like two to three more weeks
Been more than a year unpaid, of course I'll laugh you two-bit leech