sad but chillin Video (MV)

Yeah yeah, yeah
Lately, I been thinkin'
Take it back I been overthinkin'
Don't know how to feel these drugs takin' over me
Yeah they make me happy but I'm losing creativity
Yeah they make me happy still I haven't written anything
How much pain is worth some pleasure
Or how much pleasure's worth the pain
Of not knowing why my pleasure in making music went away
Or finding my emotions after a long and tiring day
Yeah they make me happy but I don't feel a thing
If there's one thing I could say it's I'm sad but I'm chillin'
These pills don't let me feel anything else that I'd be feelin'
I swear it's like I'm dreamin' tryna run away
Trying harder to move but my legs keep on jumpin'
We all a little sad
Some more than others
You ask me how I am
Tell you I'm good that's the problem
If you really wanna know I'm anxious and stressed
Mix all that up I'm a little depressed
Sad but I'm chillin' that's what you think
Haven't took my pills in about a week
Yeah it's killin' my health but makin' me better
I remember how to feel I'm just a debtor
Yeah I'm sad but I'm chillin'
The pills don't help but I'm workin' on my health
Yeah we're sad but we're chillin'
We all got shit and it's killin' us isn't it
We might be sad but we're chillin'
It's all gonna end someday
We're all a little sad but we're chillin'
We won't figure it out before the end of the day
Is this a cry for help?
To be honest I don't know
Do I even want someone askin' how my day's been goin'?
Not really no
For legal reasons, I'm joking
I don't really have a problem
I swear I took my pills
I may or may not have just forgotten
Here's the thing though
Anxiety builds character
It's something I kinda need
To help me write these stupid songs that nobody's gonna read wait (holdup)
And yeah I'm a little sad
Probably more than you
But if you ask me how I am
I'm chillin' that's for sure
We all a little sad
Some more than others
You ask me how I am
Tell you I'm good that's the problem
If you really wanna know I'm anxious and stressed
Mix all that up I'm a little depressed
Sad but I'm chillin' that's what you think
Haven't took my pills in about a week
Yeah it's killin' my health but makin' me better
I remember how to feel I'm just a debtor
Yeah I'm sad but I'm chillin'
The pills don't help but I'm workin' on my health
Yeah we're sad but we're chillin'
We all got shit and it's killin' us isn't it
We might be sad but we're chillin'
It's all gonna end someday
We're all a little sad but we're chillin'
I might figure it out before the end of the day
Yeah I'm sad but I'm chillin'
The pills don't help but I'm workin' on my health
Yeah we're sad but we're chillin'
We all got shit and it's killin' us isn't it
We might be sad but we're chillin'
It's all gonna end someday
We're all a little sad but we're chillin'
I might figure it out before the end of the day