CJ - Cold Hearted Lyrics

Been a little spazzed out but still on track
Just tryna find my way up and let it back
A broken heart, a broken soul left in the bag
My deepest thoughts are running right there on the track
Know yall want to see me fall but Im still back
Look at the sky and pray I hope they got my back
I plan on writing more and leaving marks like pac
Finna reach my goals no remorse looking back

Been thinking much lately and its killing me
Just tryna be the best of me make proud my family
Keep tearin' part the ones who love me hearts in low degrees
They used to say they there to fight but never pulled the semi

Someday we'll be missing the time spent now
Like we miss the older days that we hated bout
Shit always seems greater in our memories how
You still hanging with that bitch he's just around for clout
I know that none of them is real they left me in the dark
I saw that he bought a patek Im tryna buy a heart
Real unconditional love gotta keep working hard
We all be facing lots of shit you must grind for the yard
You know it wont always be easy dont throw down the cards
Remember where you came from answers might be in your backyard

Been a little spazzed out but still on track
Just tryna find my way up and let it back
A broken heart, a broken soul left in the bag
My deepest thoughts are running right there on the track

Keep all the pain on my back I know they aint for real
They gon fake it, say they love you but they heart gon spill
Cant put my trust on none of them bros be ready to kill
Always on defense mode cant fall and slip like Navy Seals

I aint feeling depress dont get me wrong
These are just straight facts I need to spit before Im gone
Bet that for a hundred grand you'd let your mama back
Bet that for a single bill you'd stab your homies back

Just remember it was hard and you threw me in the rock
Now the field is filled of grass I grinded my way up
Now the grass if full of snakes so I just cut it off
Better appreciate it now dreams brighter on the come up