Civic the Rapper - Waste Lyrics

Imma drip till the f*ckin day I die
And if you talking shit
You can f*cking Suicide
Harder to Exist
In my f*cking
State of mind
Tell me why the f*ck is it
Difficult to be alive
I been on my grind
Maybe now it's harder just to concentrate
I been questioning just what the f*ck you even want from me
Waking up at 5 in the morning so f*cking awkwardly And
Shaking and I'm panicking
While my hearts racing constantly
And
I don't really even need
Anyone to love I don't even wanna
Breathe
Why you even sleeping if you do not have a dream
Why you really f*cking high
If you don't even wanna see
I don't wanna f*cking die
But you wanna f*cking leave
Looking at the sky
While you counting up these sheep
Ive been thinking that it's time
That I smoke another tree
But it'd probably be wise if I smoke another 3
Right?
Yeah You're not wrong
But you're not right
And I've been lost for my whole life
Just down more pills
To try to take flight
Just slit my throat inside this mic
Tell me how the f*ck is it so difficult
You won't even talk to me
Keep making me feel
Miserable
I'm always on my grind
And I can't really take this Distance so
I'm bout to f*cking shine
On everyone who
Thinks
My visions dull
Yeah
And everyone I knew is gone
But I feel inside they're watching me
While I'm making some songs
And if I am being honest
I don't think I'm very strong
As I Slowly lose my confidence
And everything goes wrong
But
I don't really wanna change
I been feeling really lost
I been stuck inside a maze
You're telling me my options
Have started to erase
Soon I'll end up in a coffin
Inside a f*cking grave
And this life will be a waste