Civic the Rapper - FREE Lyrics

I'm losing my mind I'm losing my head
I would rather sit & vibe
Then be ending up dead
I'll be on my grind
While I lay in my bed
I was hoping I could find
Some time where I could just rest
Rest in f*cking peace to all my dreams in fact
Smoke up so much weed that it's gets hard to just Believe in that
& I got so much words that's in my mind but they be
Fleeting fast
And I wonder just why that I'm alive
Just to be detached
I roll my weed & I know I need
Someone that's real
To watch over me
That's up in the sky
As long as I breathe
I feel alive as long as I'm free
I feel like I'm dying slow
There so much pressure now that
I don't know where I would go
I'm feeling empty & so stuck when I'm inside my home
I try to make myself feel better and roll all my dope
It's hard to feel alone
I know how you feel
I know how I'm feeling deep
Pushing all this f*cking weight & I don't wanna f*cking breathe
I swear I been on my grind for what's probably been a week
Tell me why is it so hard for all of you just to
Believe I'm
I'm fading out my mind
I'm hoping I could find
Some way to be alive
I'm always on my Grind
You won't open up your eyes
And see everything inside
What's the point of even living if you are not feeling High
Always feeling lost and so faded in my mind now
All you do's complain
Make me wanna tear my eyes out
All you do is waste
Every chance you get to find out
Your reasoning to live and
Why the f*ck that you're alive now
You don't feel like anything left gives you happiness
Just write a couple songs
To try and retain being
Passionate
I don't think I'll obtain all of these things I been
Imagining
Just roll into a grave and finally feeling immaculate woah