Energy Video (MV)

I'm back from hibernation
I'm still feeling heaven sent
All this f*cking time but change is
Something that I never let
Bother me or irk me
Constantly so high
While I take off towards my journey
All these people try
But they won't ever
F*cking hurt me
Everything inside keeps on telling me I'm not worthy
And every single night I been questioning if it's working
I just keep on finding a reason for me to purchase
Useless experiences that end up being Worthless
Whole bunch of feelings that keep on climbing to the surface
You keep pushing this pain on me and acting like I
Deserve it
Uh
And all I do is try to make things more positive
Sitting in my bed All alone while you look at
Colleges
Staring at your phone I been wondering where the
Knowledge is
Our relationship consists of silence that's some
Toxic shit
You strip me away of all of my Confidence
I'm making this music shit so
Constant bitch that you ain't never
Stopping this
I'm grinding harder on my vision than I ever had
I'm keeping my distance cause I don't really wanna get attached
If I have a kid I promise him I'll be a better dad
If I make a track I swear to God that I'll be shredding that
I hope that you walk inside a store and that you get attacked
Ambushed by these advertisements
Act as if i'll smack your eyelids
Just because you acting violent
You don't see the
Moves I make because I'm doing that in silence
Damn
I'm moving forward while you moving back
I get so stressed to the point now where I just can't relax
They're saying josh I'm getting sick of all your f*cking tracks
So drop some new shit
And maybe something that isn't trash
I'm cross faded as f*ck and I think I'm bout' to crash
I'm not taking these drugs to just try and bring you back
I'm only taking a bunch cause I wanna f*cking
Trap
But never doing enough and I find that f*cking sad
I'm slowly working on my vision till my dreams become reality
Laugh at where I was but it was simply where I had to be
I told you all my dreams and you told me to think more
Rationally
I think you should end your life and stop f*cking
Distracting me
You ask to Sign my life away i pick that pen up
Happily
Nothing left to give inside this world
Cause I am Practically
Dying on the inside poof
Magically
Disappear inside a f*cking world without no gravity
I was hoping there was nothing left for you to ask of me
That wouldn't make sense
Cause you're just a bitch
Naturally
Shout out all my friends
More responsible and passing me
I swear I'm bout to snap on every person out here trashing me
Uh
I use my passion and positivity
Heavily
How come everyone that I meet becomes
My enemy
How come you don't f*ck with the dream and now you're
Dead to me
I'm starting to f*cking Believe
You drain my energy