Confidence Video (MV)

I...
I...
I'm losing confidence
I just don't know what the f*ck your
Problem is
Keep making f*cking music for the people that so toxic it's
Making me feel horrible and
I know that it's obvious
Tell me why the f*ck that you're still breathing without Consciousness
Tell me why the f*ck that you're awake
I
I don't wanna be the f*cking same
Lies I
I just keep on pushing all this weight
Inside
Tell me why the f*ck that you're still out here wasting time
Uh
I keep staring at the clock
Tick tick tick
I don't think this pain will ever stop
Got a Slit wrist
Feel like you been riding right on top
Of my dick since
Told this f*cking world I'll never flop stay
Consistent
And I Keep making tracks
For the people that so empty
Why the f*ck am I still breathing if you do not wanna let me
Imma diss your f*cking family and you won't ever Catch me
Imma flex about your
Vanity cause that shit is depressing
Ain't it
F*cking faded
Smoking weed to try and feel amazing
I just find it hard whenever I wanna be concentrated
How can I be loud when there's a guy that's living in my basement
How can I be proud when everything I make is f*cking basic
Just like your shit
You're recording
F*cking trash You act important
Why the f*ck you rapping if you know your simple ass is Boring
Why the f*ck you acting enormous
Your passions a portion
At least compared to me
When all Your actions distorted
And now you're
Shaking in your f*cking shoes
Looking like you're bout to lose
Why the f*ck you so confused
Hope you end up on the news
Hanging from a f*cking Noose
Only care about the Views
Man I'm sick of this Abuse
Get the f*ck up off me dude
Get the f*ck away
I'm living in f*cking pain
I do shit like everyday to try and change how all you think
Tell me why it is you waste
Every chance and every face
Every person that you chase
Slowly makes you a disgrace
I
I Can't keep doing this f*cking shit inside
Going through the Motions but lately no
I don't feel alive
Pushing all this pressure how am I supposed to be alright
I been feeling empty almost every single day and night
Like that's a f*cking nice change
I been feeling so lost
With the Blood in my veins
I know that if you would watch
You would probably be amazed
Cutting my name yeah it's josh and I'm signing with a blade
Get the f*ck out of my
Face
Give that shit a taste
Acting really f*cking fake
Love the people who
Embrace being really f*cking
Basic
Until the f*cking
Grave
I just wanna stay the same and so I never f*cking change
Definition of insane
Ain't that f*cking
Preposterous Dropping tracks that so
Monstrous Try to trample and
Stomp on us Still alive without
Consciousness Why your musics obnoxious it's Pushing me and
The problem is I don't have like any friends and
I been lacking some confidence