Running Video (MV)

"Why are you running!?"
C. H. U. D. Nigga

I've been running...
Running through a maze throughout these days
Till I turn brave
Cause I heard your new interest might be a phase
So I'm amazed
How I cannot speak to you if I'm afraid
I walk away...
And just wait for the day that you'll come my way

Cause I've been running...
Running from the possibilities of victory
If I shoot my shot am I guaranteed the lead?
So hear my plea
If a f*ck boy leaves the scene, he'll plant a seed for me to feed
So I cannot stick around for all to see
They'll know it's me
Running in the DMV
Pretty birdie follow me
Are you bold enough to leave?
You forgetting whatchu need
Someone close enough to see
All your anxieties
And your hidden qualities
But you know your family
Would be hard excepting me
Melanin vaseline
So I'm lost in between
Now I'm hooked on nicotine
I knew Nikki as a teen
A pedophile on the scene
I just wanna flick her bean
So they wanna intervene
But I wanna disagree
I count on her like the C.R.E.A.M
To get me out of quarantine

I'm running...
Running from desire of the need
I've been running...
Running cause I'm lacking dopamine
I've been running...
Running from the past with time machines
I've been running...
Running cause the future is foreseen
I've been running...
Running from desire of the need
I've been running...
Running cause I'm lacking dopamine
I've been running...
Running from the past with time machines
I've been running...
Running cause the future is foreseen

I've been running...
Avoiding rejection cause I've been running...
Been needing direction cause I've been running...
Don't need your protection cause I've been running...
Won't catch me in second cause I've been...
Out with the queen
Watched her drop it lower than her self esteem
She gotta be lit around my gasoline
Headed to the 3rd cause of daily routine
But now I'm just an ex man like Wolverine
I should have shot my shot with the cavalry
Just to end up on the cover of the magazine
Running all this game counting calories
Like I work hard to lose it
Will you hear this music?
Or will you just abuse it
It's funny how this all human
Rejected, now I feel stupid
In an optical illusion
You see it as amusing
Till you realize that you loosing

I'm running...
Running from desire of the need
I've been running...
Running cause I'm lacking dopamine
I've been running...
Running from the past with time machines
I've been running...
Running cause the future is foreseen
I've been running...
Running from desire of the need
I've been running...
Running cause I'm lacking dopamine
I've been running...
Running from the past with time machines
I've been running...
Running cause the future is foreseen

I've been running tryna face my inner demons in this season
Cause they creeping
Scores not even
But they know what I believe in
So I'm bleeding
Cause they leaching
What's the meaning
Of your teaching...
That I have all the equipment
Required for commitment
I've been running down my wishlist
Tryna simply why my demons lie
Why I cannot look into my daddy's eye
Or have a dish without another side
I'm craving for another whine and dine
Cause I've been running from this little light of mine
Uncovering thoughts so I realize
I gotta address them in order to be alive
And stop running...