Chrysanthemum - Shallowed Memory Lyrics

I will try pretend
Your arms around me
A glimpse of you
It lead me blue
You're just another
Shallowed memory

I will stop pretend
You're right beside me
I'm fine without you
To get this through
You're nothing but a
Shallowed memory

I act like I don't care
Like nothing can hurt me
I put up this big wall of toughness and pretend Everything is fine
Like I don't need somebody's "affection" but in reality I think I am just too scared
Scared of not being good enough
Scared of letting someone in
Maybe even afraid
Afraid of the possibility of being loved by Someone who will eventually let me down
Afraid that my heart will break into
A million pieces because I gave my all to someone who promised they wouldn't hurt me
But that's the thing