Christxphvr - Knock Knock (feat. don't kri) Lyrics

Knock knock, make my heart drop
Jot it down on my phone in the No Frills parking lot
54 And you ain't ever tried to stop
Can't keep the door locked or even call the cops
Shit
Back pain from the bed frame
Sleepless hours of the day bringing weight to my brain
You don't get what
The collateral do
Not the kind of thing to ever turn up on the news
Damn
My reality's split
Looking like a tall man but I feel like a kid
Always questioning my art
Like I should give up and quit
Never knew how to balance
Or even know what it is
Past tense on the hopped fence
Grass stains on my jeans that I regret
And I didn't expect to perfect or neglect or accept
My two cents that I've already spent

I held you in my arms until your life left
Left me lifeless
I'll always miss you and I have everyday since
You died a king from nothing but a handsome prince
She died a queen and she always was a goddess
Guess what
I won't hide my tears
Never matter the struggle next year will be my year
If they inhabit my body yo I will have no fear
Because I know you're standing with me every second and near
Click clack on the train tracks trying to text back
No service on my phone or the way back
Got to shuttle bus home, man that shit's wack
Doesn't even feel like home until we both relax
Hold you close when we fall asleep
You wake me since you said that you had a bad dream
But feels it worse in the morning when we both we got to leave
Never have enough time to even eat or make tea
Damn
Reality stinks
I wish I didn't even care what anyone has to think
I wish you never ever felt the need to pick up a drink
I wish I could just sit down and do my work and never overthink

You're looking around and I don't know why
Hearing lasers and blasters, this is no sci-fi, yeah
This is no sci-fi, sci-fi
Don't need no goodbye yeah, hah

Knock knock, make my heart stop
I forget how to talk
When I see you when you walk
I don't get what
You fancy me for
Unconditional status, it's rooted down to its core
The familiar apparatus like I've been here before
Hoping that I'll never be the other side of the door
Hoping that I never fear the dreaded sound of the knock
Hoping even more that it never happens at all

Looking around and I don't know why
Seeing visions of clouds, this is the afterlife
This is the one I want to find-eye, eye, eye, eye, eye, eye, eye, eye, eye