A New Friend (Alive?) Video (MV)

Never understood
Why they stood afraid
Tried to do good but got pushed away
Followed what & who I thought was cool
That just led to me
Being with myself in the end anyway
Stand up here on my made up stage
There is no support
No one's coming to save you
Out of your misery
Thrown blamed pushed
Throughout history
Watch those ya cared for wronged
For wanting to belong & be loved
Can't run choices on faith
That has screwed me
Way too many times
Thrilled what could happen
Then asked why the f*ck anyone I had
Lent my heart out to couldn't stay
Poverty trap is a real thing
Wish I could wake ya not your parent
Can't stick around
No inheritance no drive
Back of my head I count
How long you've stayed the same
Tired of the f*cking excuses
It mutates itself onto me
Life's a Rubiks doesn't have to be that
Get up move it f*ck wasting this life
Spent being like them
They done nothing
But show you why to pursue this
Bluffing naw this ain't for them
We need to prove this
Look around a simulation
Our culture the most destructive
Next to naked ladies
Traffic & other people's words
Curse this current system
Guess I'm like everybody else
Nah I'm not but another pissed man
Soon's I challenge your mind
Pissed off at me
Cause I give a f*ck fine
You'll never find someone like me
Got the style to awake the dead
Make fun of me I'm ahead
By miles
This close to a puncture
To Your torso with a center stile
That I broke apart
& grabbed from the garbage pile
I went through end of the shift
Miles Morales when I sling these sentences
I'll bring the whole
F*cking city down with me
Death sentences
There is no more innocence
Thoughts opinions mixed
With a dramatic entrance &
There's no more us
You look outside yet
I'm in disgust
Urgency says I must
Every time I get you up
Fall back down with a cuss
These windows are being boarded
They want the dark
To consume us we can't start
Till you accept me for who I am
Cause it's who you are
I'll never let go a lifetime spent apart
Not this time no way
This what you wanted
Laid out on the mattress
Your days been counted
No one can control me
Just be honest
You keep coming back
But I'm the problem
You used to make me feel
Tho I was on top of the clouds
I ever been in control of the wheel
Not sure with out you feel abandoned
Untrue might chew on my first chew
Threw up left by who
Was considered my only friends
Yelled through foam
Haunt each inch of my room
Hid underneath the twin arrival soon
Called her for some comfort
Food is what she brought
Ichor seeping from underneath
Walked in tried to look down
Always fight her sense of worry
Make up some bout keeping her hands up
Double face palm yeah I'm sorry
Got you a little sum
Flowers on the open ceiling trust
Please save me
That nothing
Probably the hoarded animatronics
Mom garaged maybe
Babe keep your eyes & ears closed
Start waiting sure to say
La la la don't want ya
Hearing bah bah bah
Break his skull in stab
Christmas tune she sings out loud
Respects my ask
Put him in a garbage bag
I'm so glad this worked out
The most intense rage I ever had
Then walk 'er to the vehicle
Singing changed shirt
Open eyes here we go to a dinner
Then Drive to your place
Blast the chronicles
Never leave your side
Long as you got me tho
Hook
Yeah
There's no more us
You look outside yet
I'm in disgust
Urgency says I must
Every time I get you up
Fall back down with a cuss
These windows are being boarded
They want the dark to consume us
We can't start
Till you accept me for who I am
Cause it's who you are
I'll never let go a lifetime spent apart
Not this time
Bridge
Side mirrors only seat
Don't tell 'em apply the heat
Can't let 'em touch
This mic in my hands
No need ha
There ya go touching it
Look like one of those dudes
From the cartoons
X's underneath the brow
Ignorant that's what happens
Some of us go sooner
Then the other couched
Thinking while working on the business Quitting this ain't even on the list Loud in my ear I'll blow both speakers out
With a couple slug rounds
Don't give a f*ck who I'm hitting
Cause this crowd
Was never on my side any how I mean
Who's idea was it to put a crosswalk there
Wowed cause I'll never be
Giving less only more
How can you win
When arts prepped from the core
I know it sucks but suck it up
Don't mean anything to me anymore
Half filled cup with coke & rum
Watch the destruction
On my cloud man I'm bored
This the obvious out come
Cant we switch it up for once
Haven't even out done
What I've wanted to in this dream yet
Guess I'll live today like I die tomorrow