I awake in a panic
You were just with me
It was a kind and loving feeling
Fictional you and me that could never be
Unsettled as the dream becomes a memory
I pull my hand back from the phone
Hold my words away from you
Would they've related had they known
What you put me through
Do I make it on the train of your thoughts
What memories have become your stops
Do you feel the gripping within like I do
Every time my mind drifts to you
Forgive my brain for shifting to you
Skip the phases leading to this place
Relive the pain so I can push through
The traces of your outline I erase
Your heart was yours and never mine
Even in my dreams I can't grasp
You still pull away every time
I fall you help me last
Do I make it on the train of your thoughts
What memories have become your stops
Do you feel the gripping within like I do
Every time my mind drifts to you
Funny how I torment myself
Bring back the feelings of bliss
Our treasures hidden away on a shelf
To get through today I must dismiss
Funny how I torment myself
Bring back the feelings of bliss
Our treasures hidden away on a shelf
To get through today I must dismiss