Will I Survive Video (MV)

I-I-I-I will I survive, will I survive, this life, will I survive will I survive this life

Helplessly, help me please, need some help, can't you see, f*cked him on the regular
I'm the blame, say it's me, lost my mind, hard too see, what it is, is it me?
Only thing I really wanted was love, lost at sea, fear has my mood on stuck
Attached to this word call love, will I ever feel this love? Will I ever get to love?
At this rate, good look, anxiety got me handcuffed, searching for somebody else
Maybe they can show me love

I-I-I will I survive, will I survive, this life (This life)
Will I survive (Survive) will I survive (Survive)
I try (I try), I'm ready to die (To die), I'm ready to die (To die)
Will I, will I, will I, will I survive, will I survive, this life

I'm looking for a reason why, I feel the need to break these ties
My day today I'm terrified, I'm paranoid, where can I hide

They call me gay, I'm mortified, I looked it up to classify, the definition is a lie
I don't really qualify

What is their left to try? On the cross Jesus crucified, what does that signify?
I'm on my knees, imma really try
It sounds like that you might know why, I suffer can you please reply
I'm looking for the answer why, can you help me? Send a sign

I'll wait here for a sign (For a sign)

Tears started falling, will I?
I-I-I will I survive, will I survive, this life (This life)
Will I survive (Survive) will I survive (Survive)
I try (I try), I'm ready to die (To die), I'm ready to die (To die)
Will I, will I, will I, will I, will I survive, will I survive, this life

I'm go find out all the reasons why
I'm go find out all the reason why
Whyyyyyyyy-whyyyyyyy-whyyyyyyy-whyyyyyyyy