Habits Video (MV)

Tell me have you seen the way we act
We've learned to ignore all the facts
We telling ourselves to compromise
Cause society feeds us lies
If your life's so great, why you try and escape
Get high all the time for a getaway
That doesn't seem to last
You pulling your burdens let God leave 'em in the past
I know it feels apart of you but its just not attached
To how your perceived, received, or identity
But if you count on yourself you won't see victory
A man who lives for himself is a casualty
So tell me how you've been living free when
You got a chain around your neck and a chain around your heart
One of them for showing off and another covers scars
Life a battle, gettin stuck in the trenches
Between always feeling worthless and how to prevent it
So you hit the bottle and throttle it, hit the high and then follow it
Only to come down again to distorted views and fake friends
Who say they got your back but back to not having your back
I bet someone crucified for you wouldn't act like that

Terrorized by all my habits
Getting under my skin, guess its in vein
Its a shame Im to blame cause always I mask it
Cant stop, won't stop, feel like, an addict
Never told a soul what Ive done, always on the run tryna pray to the son
Cause this cannot be meant for me
Im putting aside my pride
So when that blue sky cracks
I don't have to hide
Redeemed and sanctified
I be calling that gods plan
Wanna be a man of god
Only for the son of man

Your not the only one ya I know you feel alone
Its like self control something that you never seemed to own
You kill off your only hope, I guess you wanna roam
From the help cause you never saw yourself fit the mold
But you were just misled, we got prices on our head
Some of us resort to meds, some of us report to feds
Getting fed up with being messing up, should be blessed up, when Im read up
In the morning, now Im mourning through the day
Shaking like Im tased
Praying its a phase
Now Im shook
Counting down the days
Searching for my faith
Shoulda took
Decisions seriously cause life ain't what I thought it'd be
God rules over everything but I wanted that recipe
Rest in peace, need a piece
Of some hope to get me home
Tryna see, what to leave
In the past so I don't roam
Any further from my savior
Tryna savor what I found
Sanctified my favorite flavor
Now Im making father proud
I admit it, I was living in a scrimmage, limited by all my limits
Now the picture getting vivid listen
God said I was gifted, lifted me and told me listen, you made in my image
Your a conqueror so go and live it
Ive been in it, uh
Ya I know it seems strange
Ive been feeling different, uh
Cause Im freed from my chains
Went from someone I hated to motivated
Feeling like Im jaded to now like dang I done made it because I had prayed it

Terrorized by all my habits
Getting under my skin, guess its in vein
Its a shame Im to blame cause always I mask it
Cant stop, won't stop, feel like, an addict
Never told a soul what Ive done, always on the run tryna pray to the son
Cause this cannot be meant for me
Im putting aside my pride
So when that blue sky cracks
I don't have to hide
Redeemed and sanctified
I be calling that gods plan
Wanna be a man of god
Only for the son of man