I'm sorry if you feel I left you out to dry
But every time I called you'd just cry
Whining like a child screaming into the night
Plottin' like a villain just to prove you're right
Eventually I thought maybe I'm just wrong
And I guess I'm the problem all along
Every stick every rock every brick every stone
Showed me that I'm not alone
You said it's just a month
But a month turned into more
You threw out my friends like that
And it cut me to the core
You said it's all happening
It's finally our time
So how many more times
Did you expect me to believe your lies
Every night I toss and turn
Barely get to bed
Thinking how I'm better off
Forgetting everything you said
Everything you said
You said
I'm sorry if I grew out of the garden
But I was a willow in a waterless patch
You wanted me to grow and yes I did
And now I've outgrown you just like that
'Cus there you are and here I am
Takin' your hate with a grain of sand
I swallowed my pride as the flowers died
Now I'm the oxygen you need to survive
I'm at fault for this ending
But my life's just beginning
You said it's just a month
But a month turned into more
You threw out my friends like that
And it cut me to the core
You said it's all happening
It's finally our time
So how many more times
Did you expect me to believe your lies
Every night I toss and turn
Barely get to bed
Thinking how I'm better off
Forgetting everything you said
And now you call me just to say
You think that it's my fault
Twisting anything I do
To fit the narrative you want
Making me the villain
To fit your fantasy
Well go ahead and run your mouth
'Cus everybody's standing with me
Now I've grown I've moved on
I'm not too blind to see
That you made the bed you laid upon
And finally I can choose me
You said it's just a month
But a month turned into more
You threw out my friends like that
And it cut me to the core
You said it's all happening
It's finally our time
So how many more times
Did you expect me to believe your lies
Every night I toss and turn
Barely get to bed
Thinking how I'm better off
Forgetting everything you said
You said it's just a month
But a month turned into more
You threw out my friends like that
And it cut me to the core
You said it's all happening
It's finally our time
So how many more times
Did you expect me to believe your lies
Every night I toss and turn
Barely get to bed
Thinking how I'm better off
Forgetting everything you said