Can't Escape Video (MV)

I don't know
How many times I've fallen
But I'd like to know
Oh when you were there
You know I
Wasted too many times
When I'm in my head
Just know I can't escape
I don't wanna wake up in the morning with my chest hurting
I don't wanna feel like I don't know what I should do
When I'm not working
I hope that one day I can do it right
And be the right person
I guess I'm always learning
Sometimes I think that I don't deserve you
So I close up my curtains
And every time that I do that
I'm on an island deserted
They say nobodys perfect
But whats it like to be the one who's always feeling worthless?
I lost my purpose
Now its time to hit the road
Phone is saying 5 am
I've done this before
14-hour double shift
Its not even cold
It'd mid- October
Shouldn't it?
I don't even know (Know)
Cause I spend all my time
Work unlimited days
Getting minimum wage
I got no time for myself
At the end of the day
Another day goes down the hole
Already 20 years old
And I just can't escape
I don't know
How many times I've fallen
But I'd like to know
Oh when you were there
You know I
Wasted too many times
When I'm in my head
Just know I can't escape
It's been a long ass day
I'm driving home
On this damn freeway
Its always slow
There's always so
So damn much construction
Now I'm hitting 98
Im going home
On this damn freeway
I feel alone
How many times does it take
For me to find home?
Now I'm getting off the toll
It's looking too familiar
I already know
Yeah, I'll be here another year
It's always how it goes
How to be a millionaire:
Don't keep anybody close
Cause I spend all my time
Work unlimited days
Getting minimum wage
I got no time for myself
At the end of the day
Another day goes down the hole
Already 20 years old
And I just can't escape
I don't know
How many times I've fallen
But I'd like to know
Oh when you were there
You know I
Wasted too many times
When I'm in my head
Just know I can't escape
I don't know
How many times I've fallen
But I'd like to know
Oh when you were there
You know I
Wasted too many times
When I'm in my head
Just know I can't escape