20 years to understand, 20 years to ask why, you never did want to know, now you want to understand, but it's too late, you didn't want to see, you were blind now open your eyes, 20 years, now he's gone-now you want to show how much you care. Blame it on drugs, blame it on music, blame it on the friends he lived with, you want me to answer your questions, you had plenty of time to ask him all- you never tried when he was here to find out who he really was, 20 years not knowing the person who lived right under your roof, now all the guilt comes pouring out, 20 years too late.