Chrispyd - backwards Lyrics

Okay I'm blue in the face
As I lie on the floor
I'm tired, exhausted
Whatever synonym you'd like to use from the night before
Ayo f*ck this shit
I'm tired of chasing bitches
I already wasted too much time
I could've used on business
I guess I did it in the name
Of tryna find a misses
But I'm starting to realize that everybody switches yeah
Everybody be switching sides
Took me too long to recognize that
I've been living backwards
My life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track yeah
I'm in need of help
Can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But i feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet
Been living backwards
My life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track yeah
I'm in need of help
Can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But i feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet
Everytime I go out now
I get a rush to my head
Been starting to think
That maybe the world is better off with me dead
I ain't living for the right reasons no more
I'm not as happy as I used to be way before
This all started
Bombarded
I got f*cked & became cold hearted
Wish I never ever changed
Cause things won't ever be the same
Yeah I've been living backwards
My life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track yeah
I'm in need of help
Can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But i feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet
Been living backwards
My life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track yeah
I'm in need of help
Can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But i feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet