Chris Karell - BULLET WITH MY NAME Lyrics

I swear
I swore this would be my last cigarettte
There's something 'bout my vices I can't put to rest
The way the sky is glowing red always amazed me
The darker it becomes the more I feel authentic
So here's the real me, my armor's off me, I'm bleeding, bleeding
The drums is off beat, I'm weak to my knees, am I freezing? Freezing
I can't catch a day off
There's a bullet with my name on it
And it triggers all the chaos
There's so much I can't let go of
If I told you what I'm dealing with
Would you pretend that I'm well off?

I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it
I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it

I can't catch a day off
There's a bullet with my name on it
And it triggers all the chaos
There's so much I can't let go of
If I told you what I'm dealing with
Would you pretend that I'm well off?

Can't bear the world on my shoulders
There's only so much I'm sure of
Them summer nights'll get colder
Whatever tries to get under my skin
Shall die within
No frown, no grin
It is what it is
This the day I set the focus on me
Call me brother but we ain't homie
Gone, the days when I could love only
May the evils near me turn holy
Wish I could restore my trust and then some, shit
Readjust my lens on 'em
The devil is a liar and he's handsome, I know
Why every soul feels like a mile away
Distant when I'm close or it's the other way
Get nauseous from the aftertaste
Knew I should've left behind the nicotine

I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it
Drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it

I can't catch a day off

I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it
I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it
I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it
I'm drowning deep and I've got my reasons
If it's all I need to feel then so be it