Singing About Drinking Video (MV)

I haven't been drinking as much as i have been singing about drinking
I don't know if I have been feeling any better but the smiles aren't the same
This time around, I'm pretty sure, I think that they are actually genuine
Who knows how long it'll stick around
Ill take what I can get to feel okay
I think I've got to step away
Maybe take a break
I'm burning myself out
Losing track of what's fun
I want to have my own bed
I wanna sit and play guitar
I've been working so hard
Where have I been?
I don't know where I've been
I'll go out and watch my friends play music and feel okay for the night
The feeling fades but I'm okay I'll wake up somehow and get through the day
It's strange to know just how this goes the ups and downs can feel so incidental
Just take them in and keep moving forget the fact that you acted that way
These Stupid Songs are always there to pull me out of depression
I want to believe
That I will never forget them
I only f*cked up once
It was a better day than yesterday