Choppie - My Hell (feat. Smoke) Lyrics

Shawty let me talk, I'll explain it
I'm sorry I was wrong, can I save this
Wish I would've said that, only made her upset
Screaming at the top with no patience
Now I'm sitting here all alone, by myself
Thinking what the f*ck, did I do, how I felt
Drinking to myself, numb it all, I need help
You was all I had, now your gone, my hell
My hell, you not here right now and I would really give my all, if you would hear me out
Just one call, one talk, would you listen now
Cause I could really use your love, we can talk it out
Like a drug how I'm stuck, I can't breath without it
You're a high that I need, got me in the clouds and I love it
Keep it one hundred
Maybe I was wrong but you acting like you perfect, you ain't perfect at all
Shawty let me talk, I'll explain it
I'm sorry I was wrong, can I save this
Wish I would've said that, only made her upset
Screaming at the top with no patience
Now I'm sitting here all alone, by myself
Thinking what the f*ck, did I do, how I felt
Drinking to myself, numb it all, I need help
You was all I had, now your gone, my hell
Yeah you know i got a way with words
Always found a way to f*ck up what i would say to her
Never found a way to move on, no replacing her
So i put in the whiskey in the glass in place of her
Never really knew what was love, but her was sure
Now i walk these laps in the flames of hell and burn
Forced to rewatch all the lessons i ain't learn
All these demons battling me they take they turn
Just breathe, slow down
F*ck that pour me a new round
Just breathe, can't right now, feels like drowning in my hell
Can't lie, i need you now
Should've said that then, guess i'll say that now
Need you with me, but i let you down
So i'll stay drowning in my hell
Shawty let me talk, I'll explain it
I'm sorry I was wrong, can I save this
Wish I would've said that, only made her upset
Screaming at the top with no patience
Now I'm sitting here all alone, by myself
Thinking what the f*ck, did I do, how I felt
Drinking to myself, numb it all, I need help
You was all I had, now your gone, my hell
I need help but I'd rather stay silent
Feel like dying on my name, but I hide it
After everything we've done, how'd you leave?
Use to text them X n O's now it's green
Why the f*ck I even try, ALT delete
Talking to myself while I try to imagine you and me
I know, that it'll never be
Every single part of you, was apart of me but maybe this is all a dream
So I took some time to think, I collected all my thoughts
While you pointed out my flaws, I corrected all my wrongs
And you chose to watch me sink, so I had to learn to swim
Your twisted little games, think your evil like a sin
I thought you were an angel but you brought me to a hell
I think you kinda liked it, get a thrill to see me fail, ah
I don't have faith anymore, nah
I'm sorry I can't take anymore yuh
Shawty let me talk, I'll explain it
I'm sorry I was wrong, can I save this
Wish I would've said that, only made her upset
Screaming at the top with no patience
Now I'm sitting here all alone, by myself
Thinking what the f*ck, did I do, how I felt
Drinking to myself, numb it all, I need help
You was all I had, now your gone, my hell