Chloe Lilac - 19 Lyrics

My eyes closed, I'm barely awake
Be honest, I'm too used to pain
So cold out, the sun's gone away
I can't tell if I've just gone insane

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream
The world's f*cking ending and I'm only nineteen

Tomorrow's just ten hours away
But I'm still, stuck in yesterday
My mom took just one look at my face
Am I okay? Oh

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream
The world's f*cking ending and I'm only nineteen

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, nobody shows up
It's too hard to fix me, I'm late to the party
I feel so empty and I'm only nineteen