Reality Video (MV)

Sometimes I miss the family I don't have
And the people I can't save
From themselves
But it's not good for my mental health
And it's hard to please
Hard to breathe
Can't figure it out
Now I'm watching reality
Be ripped apart at the seams
Be ripped apart
I'm
Watching reality fade away
People watching impatiently
Done begging you to stay
You don't know my heart
Something I can't explain
Watching reality fade away
My voice is shaky
Find it hard to speak
Feeling so lost I can't compete with all my thoughts
Or what I've become
I'd say it was fun
One last run of losing myself
And sinking into my sheets
Watching reality fade,
Fade away
People watching impatiently
Done begging you to stay
You don't know my heart
Something I can't explain
Watching reality
Fade
Sick of hearing every ending
Brings beginnings
I'm still healing the parts of me at every age
(at every stage)
Watching reality fade,
Fade away
People watching impatiently
Done begging you to stay
You don't know my heart
Something I can't explain
Watching reality
Fade