Chitta - Abyss Lyrics

Somebody tell me how can I make it out the abyss (I wanna know, I wanna know)
I'm all alone in the abyss

Feel me slipping but I can't catch me
Please let me know where can I go
No turns on this one way street
I look around but I cannot see
Anything, but space like holding that one key below "B"
It's nobody but me, times feel like it's just me
But honestly, that's probably the best thing
Cause truthfully I haven't grasped the concept of this trust thing
Feel like Ace Boogie, don't call me Lucky
This place in life, what do I call it, couldn't be depression
Am I holding too much in, in the name of discretion
Searching for solutions, tryna fill the blanks to all my questions
Can't even hear my own thoughts, problems be deafening
Despairingly tryna control my mind but that shit is a lethal weapon
Clip, fully loaded with these words, and prepared for ejection
Staring in the mirror, hyper-analyzing my reflection
Tryna figure it out, why it seems I'm missing every lesson
God keeps on blessing me, but He stay testing me
Honestly feeling like without a doubt at this point that my sins will bring death to me
My lack of patience, lack of trust in what my eyes can't see
Kill me slowly, but I can't stop, I know what I'm destined to be

Out the abyss (yeah)
Somebody tell me how can I make it out the abyss (I wanna know, I wanna know)
I'm all alone in the abyss

Lyrics might seem a little dark because I usually write
Late night, plus bill collectors picked tonight to cut the lights
But they don't know that I've already spent my time seeking the light
Work for bigger purpose, you could take my eyes, but not my sight
Tripping if you think switching the whip could ever stop my drive
Apollo Creed with Rocky in my corner, you can't stop my fight
But is that worth dying for? That is for you to decide
This world is vicious, each decision, difference between death and life
Look, see shit for what it is, from every angle
A snake is still gone be a snake after it change clothes
The cops is still gone hate us n****s even in their plain clothes
But I'ma love my black people though every day our pain grows
We not the only ones who hurt but we don't share the same woes
Endless love for black women cause from them everything grows
Supporting all the black men that are setting good examples
Black children the future, you know how that saying goes

In the abyss (yeah)
Somebody tell me how can I make it out the abyss (I wanna know, I wanna know)
I'm all alone in the abyss
Out here in the abyss
Sensation feels like never ending drop
Rise or fall can't tell the bottom from the top
It never stops in the abyss