I was just a child prolly last time that i smiled
I just feel so empty since my dad died
And everybody always calling me the bad guy
Oh what you God now? all these people wanna judge
What if all I ever wanted was love?
The world it keep turning like round go around
I built my house then i burnt that bitch down
I've been lost for too long I don't know if I could ever be found
I just know that I have gone too far to turn this mo' f*cka 'round
I've gone too far to turn this bitch around
I feel so dark on the inside only time I see some light
Is the streetlights down Gratiot at night on the east side
I only fit in with misfits that hang on the outside
I put my skin to the fire to see if it burn in my downtime (uh)
I don't know what the f*ck normal is
My whole life I always thought that I was just this normal kid
Going home seeing my dad in that rage was a horror flick
Watching my Mom and how bad she was hurt in the course of this
All over money see we should not judge a man for if he's poor or rich
That is the Devil's greed tear apart families lead to divorces (uh)
I can feel everything slipping away like I'm losing my oxygen
Mind's full of lies like a congressmen back to the times that I died
Where my body was full of intoxicants (uh)
I was just a child prolly last time that i smiled
I just feel so empty since my dad died
And everybody always calling me the bad guy
Oh what you God now? all these people wanna judge
What if all I ever wanted was love?
The world it keep turning like round go around
I built my house then i burnt that bitch down
I've been lost for too long I don't know if I could ever be found
I just know that I have gone too far to turn this mo' f*cka 'round
I've gone too far to turn this bitch around
The world it keep turning but I feel like you can just let me off here
I'm on a mission to take care of mines if I die then I guess it was death that I did not fear
Shit got so blurry the last time I looked in the mirror
Am I wrong if I say that the drugs make it clear
Twenty-eight and I feel like these are my last years
All my friends died like why am I here?
We wouldn't grow if we ain't make mistakes
So maybe that is what we should make
We wouldn't grow if we ain't make mistakes
So maybe that is what we should make
The Devil he here and he testing me like a pack of dope
What if I was the man of the year
And every song I wrote was the shit that's dope
They said look at the man in the mirror
Well I f*cking did and that mirror broke
And on that mirror sit with them smears of coke
If I die today I'll be back a ghost (whooo)
I was just a child prolly last time that i smiled
I just feel so empty since my dad died
And everybody always calling me the bad guy
Oh what you God now? all these people wanna judge
What if all I ever wanted was love?
The world it keep turning like round go around
I built my house then i burnt that bitch down
I've been lost for too long I don't know if I could ever be found
I just know that I have gone too far to turn this mo' f*cka 'round
I've gone too far to turn this bitch around